It seems everything is going to fall into place. Just not as i pictured it.. I hope things would’ve been better at this point. I made a promise back then, I’m not even if its practical to keep anymore. I somewhat feel like Kei from Gantz.
No-one really understands its just a struggle within myself.
This always keeps happening.. it always happen when i take too much time. It must be a sign of god…
What can i really do in these type of situations? I guess i have to sit this one out till i get clearance :/
Insufficient support as a boyfriend
I really hate it when i’m unable to be there for her but I’m off doing something else:/ i know she really me needed today and i let her down. I wouldn’t surprised if she doesn’t want to see me tomorrow at all.